PART 16 – When Eulogio Told Me Who Was Sick in the Village, I Understood Why the Water Beneath My Floor Could No Longer Be Only Mine

Eulogio had never looked as tired as he did that afternoon.

He stood beside my hearth with his gloves drying nearby.

His shoulders were bent.

Snow melted from the edges of his coat.

I had known him as a man who could walk through difficult country without complaining.

He had spent years caring for sheep on hills that frightened other people.

But the storm had worn him down.

I handed him a cup of water.

He drank slowly.

Then he sat at the kitchen table.

For a while, neither of us spoke.

Outside, the wind moved against the walls.

The snow had been falling for nineteen days.

I could barely remember what the yard looked like without it.

The well's wooden frame was difficult to see through the window.

The fence had nearly disappeared.

If I had needed to walk those forty paces now, I did not know whether I could have done it safely.

I thought about that while Eulogio warmed his hands.

Then I asked about the village.

He looked toward the window.

"The lower wells are frozen."

I nodded.

He had already told me.

"The pump broke."

"I know."

He rubbed his hands together.

"People are using whatever they can burn."

I looked at the fire.

The wood beside it suddenly seemed more valuable than it had that morning.

I asked whether the store had enough supplies.

Eulogio did not give me a clear answer.

He said families were trying to manage with what they had.

Some were melting snow.

Others were sharing what little water remained.

But the cold was making everything difficult.

I thought about the people who had laughed at me.

I remembered standing in Don Baltazar's store while they made jokes about the tunnel.

At the time, I had wanted them to feel ashamed.

Now I imagined them sitting in cold houses with empty buckets.

The thought gave me no satisfaction.

I hated that.

Not because I wanted anyone to suffer.

Because part of me had spent months waiting for the moment when I could prove them wrong.

Now that moment had arrived, and it was nothing like I expected.

There was no pleasure in being right while other people were frightened.

Eulogio finished his water.

Then he told me about an elderly couple in the village.

They had become too weak to leave their beds.

The cold had made their situation worse.

They needed help.

I listened.

I did not know what to say.

I had been living alone on the upper slope.

My own world had narrowed to the kitchen, the tunnel, and the well.

I knew the storm was severe.

But I had not understood how badly some people were suffering.

Then Eulogio told me about a child.

Five years old.

His name was Tobías.

He was Don Baltazar's grandson.

I looked at Eulogio.

I was not certain I had heard correctly.

"His grandson?"

Eulogio nodded.

The boy was ill.

He had a high fever.

His family was frightened.

I thought about Don Baltazar.

The bag of coins.

The way he had sat at my father's table.

The first offer.

The second offer, smaller than the first.

The credit he had taken away.

The way he spoke about me as if I were incapable of making decisions.

For months, I had carried anger toward him.

I had tried not to let it control me.

But it was still there.

Now his grandson was sick.

A little boy.

Five years old.

I knew almost nothing about Tobías beyond his name and his relationship to Don Baltazar.

He had not tried to buy my land.

He had not refused me food.

He had not laughed at the tunnel.

He was a child with a fever.

That distinction mattered.

I remembered my own fever the winter my father died.

I had been too weak to leave the bed.

I had needed water.

My father had gone outside because of me.

He had never returned.

The memory came so suddenly that I had to put down the cup I was holding.

I could almost feel the blankets around me again.

The dry mouth.

The weakness.

The sound of my father taking the buckets from their hooks.

I looked toward the covered opening in the floor.

The tunnel had been built because of that night.

Because a sick child needed water.

Because a father went outside to fetch it.

Because forty paces became impossible in a storm.

Now another child was ill.

And the valley was buried beneath snow.

I asked Eulogio whether Tobías had water.

He said the family was struggling like everyone else.

The shallow wells had frozen.

The pump was broken.

Firewood was becoming scarce.

The child needed care, and the conditions were making everything harder.

I listened.

Then I looked toward the bucket beside the hearth.

It was full.

I had drawn it from the well that morning.

The water was clear.

The well had not frozen.

It had continued giving water even after nineteen days of snow.

My father had built it to endure weather like this.

I had built the tunnel so I could reach it.

And now the village below was struggling.

I felt something unpleasant rise in me.

It was not hatred.

Not exactly.

It was the memory of being alone when people had chosen not to help.

I remembered carrying the sack of flour uphill.

I remembered the store refusing me credit.

I remembered the children clawing at the air like moles.

I remembered Don Baltazar telling me that hunger would eventually change my mind.

For a moment, I thought about what I might say if he came asking for water.

I imagined placing a bag of coins on the table.

I imagined offering him less than he needed.

I imagined reminding him that everything had a price.

The thought lasted only a moment.

Then I felt ashamed.

I had spent months telling myself I was different from him.

Yet there I was, imagining how I might use another person's desperation to settle an old score.

I looked at Eulogio.

He was watching me quietly.

I wondered whether he could see what I had been thinking.

I asked whether Don Baltazar had sent him.

He shook his head.

He had come because he wanted me to know what was happening.

He had not brought an offer.

He had not brought a demand.

He had brought news.

I was grateful for that.

It meant the decision still belonged to me.

For months, Don Baltazar had tried to make me believe I had no choices.

Now I had one.

I could keep the well for myself.

I could close the door.

I could remain warm while the village struggled.

No one could force me to give away the water my father had found.

At least, that was how I understood the situation.

But the more I thought about it, the less comfortable I became.

My father had never spoken about water as if finding it made him its master.

He had treated it as something people needed.

Something to protect.

Something to share when possible.

I remembered Eulogio telling me about the well my father had dug for him.

He had refused payment.

Years later, that kindness had returned in the form of oak beams, flour, and firewood.

Without those things, I might not have finished the tunnel.

I looked around the kitchen.

The supports beneath the floor had been strengthened with Eulogio's timber.

The food beside the hearth included what he had brought.

The fire itself depended partly on his help.

I had wanted to believe that the tunnel was mine alone.

But that was not true.

My father's knowledge had built it.

Eulogio's help had saved it.

Jacinta's bread had helped keep me working when I was hungry.

Even the water belonged to a source that had existed long before any of us.

I had found a way to reach it.

That was all.

Eulogio asked whether I was feeling well.

I realized I had been sitting quietly for a long time.

I nodded.

Then I asked about the old couple again.

He told me they were bedridden.

They were struggling through the cold.

I pictured two elderly people unable to leave their home.

I thought about the effort required to melt snow.

Someone would need to gather it.

Someone would need fuel.

Someone would need to heat it.

Even a small amount of water had become difficult to obtain.

I looked toward my bucket again.

I had drawn it without leaving the house.

The difference felt enormous.

I asked Eulogio whether anyone in the village knew the tunnel was complete.

He shook his head.

Not everyone.

Some might have heard rumors.

Most still believed I was digging.

I almost laughed.

For months, the village had talked about my work.

They had mocked it.

They had wagered on its failure.

Yet the day I finally reached the well, almost nobody knew.

I had not gone down to announce it.

I had not stood in the store demanding apologies.

I had simply brought water into my kitchen.

Now that quiet success had become important in a way I had never planned.

I stood and moved toward the floor opening.

Eulogio watched me.

I lifted the cover carefully.

Cool air rose from below.

The passage disappeared into darkness.

I could see the first wooden supports.

Beyond them lay the turn around the rock.

The repaired section.

The final passage toward the well.

Every part of it had been built for survival.

My survival.

That was what I had told myself.

But I began wondering whether a passage could become something more simply because other people needed what it reached.

I checked the lantern.

I tested the bell rope.

One pull.

A clear ring.

Then I looked at Eulogio.

"I want to check the water again."

He nodded.

I lowered myself underground.

The tunnel felt familiar and safe.

I moved through it slowly.

The supports held.

The air remained good.

At the far end, I reached the opening in the well wall.

The stones surrounding it were firm.

I touched the place where my father's initials remained carved.

F.

A.

Then I lowered the bucket.

It struck water.

I waited for it to fill.

The sound was ordinary.

But I heard it differently now.

There was enough water for me.

There was water when the village's shallow wells had frozen.

There was water while families burned furniture to melt snow.

There was water while a five-year-old boy lay sick.

I drew up the bucket.

It was heavy.

I carried it back through the passage.

When I climbed into the kitchen, Eulogio helped me lift it safely.

I placed it beside the other bucket.

Two buckets of water.

Clear.

Cold.

Available.

I looked at them.

Then I looked at Eulogio.

I asked how people were moving between houses in the village.

He explained that paths were difficult and the wind made travel dangerous.

Some people were helping neighbors when they could.

But reaching the upper slope was especially hard.

I thought about that.

Even if people needed water from my well, they would have to climb through snow to reach the house.

The tunnel solved the last forty paces for me.

It did not solve the distance between the village and my door.

I could not pretend otherwise.

I knew the weather could kill someone trying to reach us.

My father had died much closer to shelter.

That thought made me cautious.

I did not want desperate people rushing uphill without understanding the danger.

I did not want anyone repeating his mistake.

Eulogio and I spoke about the conditions.

We could not control the storm.

We could not clear the mountain pass.

We could not make the village wells work again.

But we could acknowledge that my well was still giving water.

And we could decide what to do if someone came asking.

I looked at the buckets.

I had an answer before I was ready to say it aloud.

If someone reached my door needing water, I would not turn them away simply because they had laughed at me.

I would not make a child suffer for his grandfather's cruelty.

I would not repeat Don Baltazar's habit of using need as a way to gain power.

I wanted to believe I could keep that promise.

I also knew how frightened and angry I had been during the previous months.

I was not certain kindness would feel easy when the person asking had once tried to take my home.

But I remembered my father.

I remembered Eulogio.

I remembered Jacinta.

They had taught me something the village's laughter almost made me forget.

Help did not become worthless because the person receiving it had nothing to give in return.

Sometimes it mattered more.

The afternoon darkened.

Eulogio prepared to leave.

I was worried about the journey downhill.

The wind had grown stronger.

He assured me he knew the path.

I watched him put on his gloves.

Then I helped him with his coat.

Before he stepped outside, he looked at the buckets beside the hearth.

He did not ask me what I intended to do with them.

He did not need to.

I told him I would keep the tunnel ready.

He nodded.

Then he left.

I watched him disappear into the snow.

The door closed.

The house became quiet again.

I tended the fire.

I checked the potatoes.

I placed the buckets where they would remain clean.

Then I sat beside the kitchen table.

The snow continued falling outside.

I tried to imagine Tobías.

A little boy with fever.

Perhaps lying beneath blankets as I had.

Perhaps asking for water.

Perhaps too weak to ask.

I did not know.

I only knew Eulogio had been worried enough to climb the hill.

That told me the situation was serious.

I thought about Don Baltazar again.

For months, he had believed he could force me to sell by making my life difficult.

He had treated the well as property he wanted to own.

Now his own family might need the water it held.

I wondered whether he would come himself.

I wondered whether he would be willing to ask.

Then I stopped.

Those questions were about his pride.

The child was about something else.

I could not let one become more important than the other.

That evening, I prepared the kitchen as carefully as I could.

I kept the fire burning.

I made sure the water was ready.

I checked the tunnel entrance.

The bell rope remained within reach.

The lantern was filled.

Everything stood where it belonged.

Outside, the wind struck the walls.

The valley was hidden.

I could hear almost nothing beyond the house.

I remembered the night my father had gone to the well.

The sound of the door closing.

The cold entering the room.

The silence afterward.

I would never forget it.

But I no longer wanted that memory to mean only fear.

The tunnel had changed what was possible inside my home.

Perhaps now it could change something for someone else.

I sat near the hearth and listened to the storm.

It was January 14.

The snow had buried Valdeondo.

The pass remained closed.

The village was running short of water and heat.

And somewhere below the hill, Don Baltazar's five-year-old grandson was burning with fever.

I looked at the buckets.

Then I looked at the door.

I had decided that anyone who reached it in need would be given water.

I could not know who would come.

I could not know whether the storm would allow them to reach the house.

But I knew what I would do if they did.

I would open the door.


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